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When I Wake

by Devon Cahill

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1.
When I Wake 03:45
A full moon rises and I see in its reflection that I'm finally on my way to being better for this all And dark skies lighten every day and I will keep the pace a slow and steady rhythm to the rise after the fall Keep me together When I wake And when the dark remains Make it fade away The tears that lived inside my eyes for all that time are drying up and I can finally see the certain truth inside The flecks of emerald Green are sparkling ever brighter from the tide that rose so high that it begat a great divide Keep me together When I wake And when the dark remains I'll light up the day I'll light up the day I'll light up the day When I Wake Will I see A dark and dismal shadow hanging over all the trees Or will I Find my space Under a light of green and gold that always helps me keep my place When I Wake
2.
Hindsight 04:56
I won’t ask for a lot Just one simple request Give me some space but please don’t forget me We know it’s for the best Why can’t I put to rest All the times we had spent under the trees And what do they mean when they say Hindsight is 20/20 Looking back I know I didn’t treat you so well honey So I’ll take the blame If you’ll just say my name Don’t forget me and please say “I’m still glad you came” Cause I don’t want to feel like We wasted each other’s best years That would be too hard to surmise I can see now that I took you for granted And if I could change it I’d shift and revise And it could have been that we spent Almost a decade in vain Looking back now I know we’re both different, we’re not the same We changed each other’s lives Through those days and those nights We changed for good and I’m still so glad you came And one by one All these memories do their best To set the tone To move forward but also digress And what do they mean when they say Hindsight is 20/20 Looking back now I know I didn’t treat you so well, honey So I’ll take the blame If you’ll just say my name Don’t forget me and please say “I’m still glad you came”
3.
My Grace 03:39
I had a dream I had a house inside me Beautiful and ready for me to move in it Why is it I can’t find my way to this place That’s clearly there begging for me to find my grace Find my grace A house full of everything I’d ever need And it was hidden away like a wrapped up secret But when the world reminded me that it was there A space for me to call my own and find my grace Find my grace I knew that it was time for me to move in Into the house I’d built and it was just for me And it was just for me My house, my house My grace A place that I could take care of all by myself I’ve never taken care the way I need to It’s time to get the door, it’s open waiting Waiting for me to find my space and find my grace Find my grace And when I find the door if I can find the key I’ll open wide and let the heart inside of me Enter into the house of dreams that hides so deep And deeper that it goes therein I’ll find my grace Find my grace
4.
Play me for a fool String me right along You know I'll just write Another stupid song You're my weak spot And I ain't got The wherewithal to keep on pushing along You don't want me Like you used to We mourned long ago That's according to you I don't want to Cry anymore You know under the rug Is my heart on the floor So I'll write another stupid song Sing another verse but you'll Never play along I haven't seen your face in far too long And by the time this song is done You'll have gone off and moved on I can only hope that somehow It'll wind up better In the long run
5.
Oh! 05:04
You and me were a couple of bees Flying from tree to tree and pollinating all the leaves You see you meant so much to me But when it ended I had to start flying free And at first I said oh I just don't know where I can go So I guess I'll go to bed I've got it to myself, I'll spread out like a starfish instead But when the night becomes too long You remember there was that boy from work who made a song You say, "want to come over and we can jam?" and he says "Sure let me grab a smoke and I'll be right there" And we say oh I guess it's good we finally know It's better if we're friends instead It was ok but now it's over You can get out of my bed The night is getting longer still And my old love has fed me one too many bitter pills And langen tells me I should try a thing to help me through So I download tinder and like magic it is right on cue A handsome boy says "oh hello, We ain't got time to take it slow, So you should take me to a show We'll go back to your place afterwards, I can show you what I know" And then you find a boy you think might really fancy you Takes you to dinner, even makes rapport with all your crew It's going well and his kiss knows how to turn you to goo Back at his place we turn on Netflix, then the time is due We say oh This time it must be right I know Because you said I had a glow It felt real good but after, I'm left wondering, where did you go? And when they leave you feel the loneliness wash over you They only wanted to be friends with benefits but even that's askew They don't call, write, or send a carrier bird It's like they don't want to talk about it but they still want to be heard So after a while I say "no" I've all the time to take it slow I'm getting to know me you know But first I had to adventure out, had 8 years of seeds to sow So I'll take it slow Cuz I'm not looking for your average Joe
6.
Actor's Song 03:34
Some people know from a very young age that they want to be somebody else Fears instilled early that they will be just ordinary or left on the shelf And as they grow they feel a longing inside to escape what they’ve found true to be Skin it gets thicker and heartbeats get quicker they know just what will set them free They should be actors In a company Someone else entirely Don’t have to be me And some they’re born with a feeling in their bones have to laugh, have to dance, have to sing And through come what may they’ll finally find they’re way to the stage and all that it can bring Like ways to break free from their reality, find a voice, find a place, make a change Anything they desire can come to be if they step outside their comfort range They will be actors In a company They’ll find kindred spirits And they’ll sing in harmony They’ll know just what they’re made for And they will be free

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Recorded and produced by Matthew Sawicki at Suburban Pro Studios in St. Louis, MO
All songs written by Devon Cahill
Album Art by Eric Repice

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released October 12, 2018

Devon Cahill - guitar, vocals, harmonica, percussion
Matthew Sawicki - keys on tracks 2, 4, and 6

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Devon Cahill St. Louis, Missouri

Original indie singer songwriter from St. Louis with sounds rooted in wistful folkiness, greasy honky tonk, and elements of jazz.

River deep, mountain high.

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